Lazy Lazy Lazy ME!!!! =D

Thank God(which ever God you are praying..=D) for curing my flu. When I was having the flu, thoughts of me getting the H1N1 flu were floating around my head. Thoughts like will I be going to die today? And to make matters worse, I got all the symptoms of a normal flu and H1N1 flu. So it was hard to differentiate between both. I suffered from fever,flu(not much), phlegm(not much), and the worst of all some difficulty in breathing. The difficulty in breathing symptom is not that common for normal flu but it is common for H1N1 confirmed patients. It is also because the H1N1 virus affect the "victim's" respiratory system. So, while i was suffering from these symptoms for like 3 days, i kept thinking before i went to sleep, before I close my eyes and dream of MISS PERFECT(haha), of whether I will make it through the night. Whether I will be waking up tomorrow. So, I was kind of frightened. Terrified I would say. I kept praying to God saying that I have not finish exploring the world yet. I got lots more to offer. And as my previous school in Malaysia motto says," To Touch Hearts and Change Lives", I have not yet touch people's heart(maybe i did...hehe. You tell me!! =D). And i have not yet change people's life(in a good way). So, i prayed and prayed and prayed. And then I thought to myself. Maybe this is a trial or test that God put unto me to test my strength and faith and also to make me realize how important life is. And that I should not waste it doing nonsense but rather to spread love and His message. Therefore, with this mind set, I changed my view of my sickness and I try to look at it in a positively way rather than before when i kept thinking negatively.

As the topic says, I am becoming lazier by the day but not to the point of not doing homework at all. I can't find any motivations for myself. I seem to have the will to study on one day but loses it on the nest day. And then it repeat and repeat over again. I just can't imagine how all the smart kids are able to concentrate and find the will to study and revise everyday. Honestly, I can't do that!! Actually, most of us can't do that...LOL. Therefore, I need advices. haha....xD. Please do give me some!!! That's all. I seem to post a lot about myself these days.....haha. Will change to something else.

Cheers!!! Enjoy Life. Remember that you are not a cat but a human. You only have 1 life. So make the most out of it!!!